Wednesday, August 26, 2020

The Aggregate Beyond All Imagination. Or 'Historicism'

Each of us finds that in his own life every moment of time is completely filled.  He is bombarded every second by sensations, emotions, thoughts, which he cannot attend to for multitude, and nine-tenths of which he must simply ignore.  A single second of lived time contains more than can be recorded.  And every second of past time has been like that for every man that ever lived.


The past . . . in its reality, was a roaring cataract of billions upon billions of such moments: any one of them too complex to grasp in its entirety, and the aggregate beyond all imagination.  By far the greater part of this teeming reality escaped human consciousness almost as soon as it occurred.  None of us could at this moment give anything like a full account of his own life for the last twenty-four hours.  We have already forgotten; even if we remembered, we have not time.  The new moments are upon us.  At every tick of the clock, in every inhabited part of the world, an unimaginable richness and variety of “history” falls off the world into total oblivion.  Most of the experiences in ‘the past as it really was’ were instantly forgotten by the subject himself.  Of the small percentage which he remembered (and never remembered with perfect accuracy) a smaller percentage was ever communicated to his closest intimates; of this, a smaller percentage still was recorded; of the recorded fraction only another fraction has ever reached posterity...When once we have realized what ‘the past as it really was’ means, we must freely admit that most - that neatly all - history [...] is, and will remain, wholly unknown to us.  And if per impossible the whole were known, it would be wholly unmanageable.  To know the whole of one minute in Napolean’s life would require a whole minute of your own life.  You could not keep up with it. 


CS Lewis, Historicism (from God in the Dock)